Happy april. The cruelest month. I made my first mortgage payment. An April fool.

i enjoyed today except very little social interaction. Did I talk to anybody except for work people on the screen? Ah yes, the old man in the elevator. He counts!

I tried to do stuff around the house. Set up some smart lights, organized a closet, enjoyed an apple on the couch. I need to list some items for sale but it’s the last thing I want to do. Maybe just one a day.

grateful for 3m, Doug heffernan, my coworkers, kohler touchless, Vancouver pics, kitchen space, chicken thighs, deliveries, bombas.

12:58 am.

everything’s a blur. It feels like tomorrow could be Monday. I had three big coffees.

grateful for great weekends, bright lights, tineco, falling asleep, frozen foods, free time, patio furniture, work peeps, scummy Jon, theragun, being sweet, Chris Clark, pitchers of Sapporo, azizi bbq, laughing all the time.

2:23 am.

I wanted to go to sleep early, but midnight to 1:00 am is the shortest hour. Lately, I’ve been working a lot, not sleeping enough, eating what I want, and feeling good.

I wanted to talk about tv and art but it was so boring I couldn’t even type it.

grateful for white peoples tacos, spring26 coupon code, itfdb, Sonos, good candidates, northern lights, easyplant, chips ahoy, healthy relationships, free money, zero sugar coffeemate, my family.

1:44 am.

When I tell people that moving out of the little Tokyo apartment was “A big ordeal” and that it was “a lot to deal with physically and emotionally”—some people don’t get what I mean. It’s just that moving nearly 15 years of life and death was a lot to deal with. So many clothes, records, cables, tchotchkes, and memories either packed up, brought along, or thrown out. Moving was something I thought about a lot—even when Eddie was here—and I dreaded it. But it’s been done. I received many blessings and now I’m in a beautiful place.

Grateful for “free” air conditioning and directv, Schlage encode, alex, heroin, my job, interviewees, low fills, long naps, groce out, big tv, technology, hulken, million dollar views, everything and everyone I have.

2:06 am.

Slowly settling into the new apartment. Unpacking. Meeting neighbors and building staff. Chillin’ poolside. I think people like me. Even the Koreans.

this was a long week. I ate mostly leftovers.

grateful for quiet upstairs, heated pool, lamb shank, clean sheets, room & board, bonus, my mom, cute milk, all the people.

2:20 am.

We finally finished moving all the stuff and all the boxes. It was a long ordeal. Our bodies are wrecked.

I unpacked clothes and tried to organize my closet tonight. Time flew and I accomplished very little.

grateful for all the love, all the boxes, honest talks, noonchi, alkaline water, chicken salad, prayers, mupirocin, enemies, naps.

5:00 am.