Grateful for quiet nights, long naps, core fitness dumbbells, amazon fresh, beets, my mom, hours of tv, you all everybody 🎶.

1:45 am.

been working so much. Might have been a little bit stressful too. Nobody likes that. But we work hard and then play hard. Like murder city devils.

rode my skateboard the other night. And by night I mean 2am. Imbibe and ride. I need glasses. And younger knees.

Grateful for my editorial team, work dates, downtown livin’, money mark, robe life, milk thistle, death wish, Anjelica, Cara b, girls with phds, free shots, Sonos, Indians, law of attraction, cilta-cel, iPad Pro, quiet time, tiger balm, past lives, opportunities, smiling strangers, amazing food, tons of money, blessed life.

1:07 am.

Went for drinks with my bestie neighbor. I’ve been working a bunch so it felt good to chat and catch up. And to be told that I deserve to relax a little bit. No one-upping or “well I’m…” this life is so healthy and pure.

the weather changed. It feels cold. My inner nostril skin is dry. Hasn’t bled in weeks though. I dressed warm in my “up the bloc” sweatshirt. I wish I could go back. My nails would bleed.

grateful for Annandale, custard, vita, stoli vanil, the nanny, Denzel Funyun, bea and cj, Easter fort crew, never forget, Friday, yacht life, Halloween baking championship, jimmy and Jenny Kimmel, mucnuggets, my family, Lenny and taz, lactose intolerance, girl so confusing, editorial, lavender energy, golden love.

1:00 am.

a busy work week. Long hours. Lots of deliverables. Short-staffed. It is all fine—I’d choose this.

my cousin from Houston came to visit. We didn’t go to Disneyland—we just went a few blocks from my apartment to all the fun spots that I’m lucky enough to experience all the time. Happiest place on earth. The next day, he took a trip to erewhon.

grateful for eigikutei, delicious morning coffee, mike’s deli, Jason Statham, busy work schedule, swiffer, Waymo, shrimp chips, jif + smuckers, good cousins, sore thighs, awesome coworkers, skin care, supportive people, celery juice backs, amazing life.

12:33 am.

hard to believe it’s already September. I haven’t been very productive this year. The studio is still filled with eddie’s audio gear. I never sent out the remaining thank you cards. I got too fat, too drunk, too sad, and too happy.

Doesn’t it feel like I just renewed my lease? It’s already time for me to start thinking about my next move. I’m a snob and my neighborhood is already the best. What’s an apartment dweller to do?

Grateful for party boats, my mom, 90 west, 880 west, Jessica Chong, toonces the driving cat, hot like you, snacking around, fooling around, Michelob ultra, designated driving, squidello, bike shed, raw fish, good boy Niko, soda water, billiards, the stars above, stupid heads, the things you said.

1:54 am.

I felt so exhausted after work. I knocked out; i had some dreams. I went to my mom’s house where she fed me a lot of food and then placed eggs, organic berries, and four cartons of milk in a pile on the floor (this wasn’t a dream, it really happened).

grateful for cute dogs, family meals, Costco haul from mom, Peruvian espresso, still got it, good naps, no drama, ex-wives, cool shoes, white wine, smart coworkers, muscles, late nights, my health, my people, and my home.

2:18 am.