I’m in my new apartment and it’s superb. Spacious, serene, and unfamiliar. I have dozens of boxes to unpack, but first I have to pack them and then transport them here. My old apartment is a royal mess and half of my things are still laying around on the floor in piles of dust.
i confirmed that I have too many things. Too many cool things so hard to let go. I was overwhelmed.
I also confirmed that my best friends are truly the best. Last Sunday, Six of them showed up with mops, brooms, vacuums, spray cleaners, wine, tequila, nuts, and muscle—they packed and cleaned and made me laugh. They got sweaty and the amount of work accomplished was astonishing. momo said it’s because we love Jenny. And I secretly cried my eyeballz out because love is not lost. What have I done.
i’m up late because my nose wouldn’t stop bleeding. But I think it just did.
grateful for Daniel, cj, bea, Nate, lentil, momo, taz, shujana, east wind, boba, cheap wine, prime pizza, prime moving, prime parking, sore muscles, lawyers, seven grand, late nights, hoss, my limbs, my vision, all the love.
3:30 am.
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