happy new year. I’ve been on winter holiday vacation and I’m not ready for Monday return to work. The days off have been wonderful—lots of family, friends, foods, drinks, funnin’, etc.
I didn’t set any resolutions for this year. Remember every year I try to do the splits and always get kind of close and then quit. This year I just want to meditate more, manifest efficiently, and continue the journey. I think I’ll be moving out of the apartment soon—lots of mixed feelings about that but mostly excitement. And sadness. And overwhelm. They like to talk about location, location, location (!), but isn’t it really storage. storage. storage.
We all missed eddie a lot during the holidays. Grief is so weird because the sadness and feeling of loss sits inside you in a really weird place in your body, heart, brain, wherever—magnetic field. You don’t really feel sad because the holidays are happy, joyful, and full of love and music. But there is deep sadness almost like helplessness that’ll surface unexpectedly from a different dimension. Most times it hurts a lot but sometimes it’s like a kiss from a ghost and it’s miraculous.
grateful for family, ChatGPT, Elliott, Chinese food, Chloe bags, Niko breath, Colorado bar, ddub, my job, peng, Daniel, academy crew, walking in the rain holding hands, neighbor revenge 10 hours, rose Han, 2026, omnilux, making moves, the unknown.
12:58 am.
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