i accomplished a bit of Christmas shopping. When you find a good deal on a nice gift that you think the person will love, do you also buy that same item for yourself? I did today. And now it is sold out. I guess I’m not the only one who loves a shiny ______.
i also went house hunting today. Moving into a new space—the whole process from touring different apartments, decision making, dropping money, packing, remodeling, unpacking, more decision making, dropping more money, living a new life—is so transformative. Boys always broke up with me shortly after I moved into a new place of my own. Maybe I vibed too independent, exclusive, ferocious. Maybe they were sad i didn’t pack them into one of my boxes and set them up on my nightstand. Maybe i was mean. Maybe they saw i was a hoarder. I’m different now—I don’t play with boys. I’ll dust off the nightstand and trash all the clutter.
grateful for ChatGPT, Dracula, dessert stops, a little bit of fruit and a little bit of yogurt, Neiman Marcus sales, taking work off, Easter fort crew, party plans, Mastercard, 11 months, writing the next chapter, dreams.
1:10 am.
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