I slept all evening and through the early part of the night. I took a lot of steps on the walking pad and I was tired.
Finally scheduled some of my routine health screening things. Isn’t it common for people to set their self-care aside when they’re preoccupied with taking care of someone else. The last thing I needed during the last few years was the discovery of a major health issue of my own. Still don’t need one!
I just realized it’s Halloween. I’m trying not to look back so much, but Last year at this time—two months after Eddie’s passing—I was having a lot of hard days. My friends took care of me and I always felt like I had somewhere I could go. I threw on my black dress and black tiara and had the best Jell-O shots in the world at flor’s art studio. I am so lucky.
grateful for beautiful grief journey, old friends, new friends, World Series + Cracker Jack, mammograms, Mexicans, snoring dog in my bed, Toronto peeps, work life, money, weight loss, positive people.
1:47 am.
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