another wonderful day. friend invited me over for dinner. We ate fishwife on toast, her signature salad, and drank wine and fernet. The Fred jerbis one. This time I did not throw up on the sidewalk while waiting for a taxi. The child, who is almost five, called my hair “scary red” but was nice to me because I brought dessert.

i still haven’t renewed my lease. Remember I asked for a revised offer with better numbers…they asked for paystubs. What kind of game are they playing here.

grateful for city hall, friends who feed me, asking for favors, heated steering wheel, and blog readers.

1:10 am.

Eyelids are heavy.

Today was such a wonderful day. But I will keep the details to myself.

Grateful for laughing on work calls, the good bag of smackles, handwritten cards, ultra-rare downtown la hangs, my car, and all my money.

1:04 am.

I am tired and I need to wake up early for work. I wanted to write a post about dating because I’m doing it and people get surprised and have questions. But i didn’t know where to start. Ask me anything. Though The answers will most likely be:

yes
cute
laughing
no idea
drinks
few weeks
connection
no kids
Beige flag
Asian
glock
nunya

2:10 am.

In my world, every day is Valentine’s Day. If you’re talkin’ Big Love, sweet words, good food, nice wine, phat jewels, red roses, fun gifts, dark chocolate—it’s all here. Everyday. My world is superb; I was loved truly. (Still am.) So I know how to do it. Welcome to my world. Look at all the birds.

hope your day is filled with big love and everything else you desire.

1:32 am.

so much can change in so little time. Checked my camera roll to see where I was and what was happening around this time last year. Eddie and I had just gotten the new, ultralight wheelchair. And we went to Catalina. We never really traveled or took trips together, so it was a big deal. Honoring both sweet and tough memories right now, that’s all.

Tonight I manifested sake hot toddies. Wanted a hot drink for my cough and some social interaction and got both.

grateful for good work day, nourishment from spicy tuna roll, manifestations, new memories on camera roll, and all the boys with no sound system.

1:14 am.

today was a day of good neighbors. Sunny’s mom stopped by after the community event for some wine and chit chat. Sent her home all nice and buzzy. later on, a different neighbor stopped by for Chit chat and laughs. Sent her home with some buzz too. I talked about the feeling of being free in my new life. Because Never could i ever have neighbors over. Afterwards, i could have driven to the Santa Monica pier. Nobody would’ve called me to come home.

I’m still coughing. I took essential oils like people of a certain political party would. Also took the purple stuff. Bet you didn’t know that I was typing this while wearing a mask.

grateful for good neighbors, margarita mix, my knees, we cuteness, and better today compared to yesterday.

1:11 am.