Birthday adventure complete. I went on a big group trip to Reno/Lake Tahoe. It was bea’s 50th, and I always just piggyback my birthday celebration on to her’s. She does all the planning and inviting—it’s great. We did a lot of fun stuff like happy hour on a boat, amazing dinners, poolside chillin’, and extreme funnin’ in a dive bar. I was with my favorite people—mostly Eddie’s old friends who have become my best friends (the best gift he ever gave me). love is a gift that keeps on giving.
I cried my ugly eyeballz out so hard because I felt all the love. So much. For the first time someone held me while I blubbered through the painful beauty of it all. And that in itself is a beautiful thing. Sometime’s it’s easy to feel alone, but I know i am not.
Happy birthday to me.
grateful for July birthday babes, funfetti cake, gold snakes, birthday texts, bea and cj, blended margarita (strawberry and singular), Ian the bartender, Daniel, farmgirl flowers, Lori meyers, king’s Hawaiian, everyone I love(d).
2:38 am.
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