8 months since Eddie’s passing. Yesterday I cried. Something happened and I was so disappointed in myself, I felt like I let him and his legacy down, and I wished I could turn back time. People say he wouldn’t want me to feel this way. But I can sense all the energies and I should have done better.
i should try to do better in all the major areas of my life. Eat better. Sleep better. Work better. Treat people better. Be treated better. One time I saw a guy with a tattoo that said “fail better” in typewriter font on his upper outer elbow. I think about that tattoo way too much. Don’t even know what it means.
Grateful for my friends, wake-up calls, all the water I drank today, crow babies, long naps, long hugz, long breaks, and peloton.
2:05 am.
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